Welcome to my fuktupness

Mostly I'm just posting to see if anyone even uses their livejournals any more. Next I'll be checking my deadjournal. Most of the time I'm on facebook, which I'm guessing is where everyone else is too.

So, to update all you lovely people..

I work for The Little Gym. It is not a daycare... It is not a place to work out... I teach kids gymnastics, tap, ballet, and karate. And love every minute of it. That is where I spend most of my time.

I am not single and if I was, I wouldn't be interested. Some of you might know who I am with, some of you may not, and either way its not really your concern. I'm happy and I know what I'm doing, piss off. And for those of you that will find out, if you ask me why I am with this person, I will break your nose. The simple answer, and the only one that matters, is LOVE.

I live by myself with my cats. We are doing fine and are loving the space to spread out in. Money is tight, so no I can't go to the concert. I can't go out for coffee. I can't go see a movie. I CAN hang out and watch movies at someone's home (even mine). I CAN go do stuff for free. I CAN accept offers from friends to pay for things. UNFORTUNATELY, I mostly don't have the time, the energy, or really the want to go do most of these things with most people... There are a few people I make time for because they matter most, sorry if you are not one of them.

NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS:
1) Quit Smoking (doing pretty good with this so far)
2) Stretch daily (or at least close to daily)
3) Stop skipping out on my zoo volunteering (which means I can not hang out on mondays, even though I don't work that day)

So, just to keep you all posted... I'm living life and having a glorius time. I'm still single but involved with people, one in paticular. And it is good.

I have a new job, that I am freaking in love with!! Working at The Little Gym, doing gymnastics with a bunch of kids and its sweet.

I have my own apartment and a new room mate, also sweet. Lots of fun and it's MY place!!

Over all... Life is beautiful and I'm glad that I'm able to see that again.

So, still no news on whether flickr will give me back my account/pictures. I'm waiting for some higher up sitting at a desk to respond to me... I'm holding very little hope on that.

Other than that, I suppose some might want an update. I've been job hunting, freaking out... MJM, where I've been working the past year, is closing down/closed. Soon I will have my apartment to myself and no way to pay for it. So, job hunting... freaking out... Yeah. I'm sure it will all end up okay, but we'll see.

I'm hoping to go to school starting in the fall, if I get enough financial aid to make it happen. Or if mommy helps out enough (bleh).

I'm basically trying to become... an adult *gags*. Not entirely, because if that ever happens you all have permission to shoot me. If I become some desk jockey who never has any fun or does anything crazy, that's the end of me. Roz will cease to exist at that point, so just end my suffering.

I am looking forward to having my own place and no one else's rules. My place, my rules, my look, and my mess. No one else's. Just me and my kitties doing whatever we want. I may loose internet for awhile, due to my computer sucking and Nick taking his. Which would be sad, but I'll survive.

So, is the world falling apart, but staying together for anyone else?

Boys are dumb for assuming and listening to others instead of asking the source. Girls are idiots for messing with other people's lives in the first place. Why can't people just leave well enough alone? No matter, fate will win over anything anyone does. I'm not sweating it.

And FYI, yes I'm single... And no, that doesn't mean you can have me. :)

Hey Everyone,

So, I know I haven't spoken to a lot of you for awhile, but I'm sending this to everyone I had pictures of, or would like pictures from. I had an account on flickr.com and it some how got deleted. The last few years of my life were on there, at least the pictures and videos from it. So, I'm asking for your help. I would like to get pictures from you to help build up my collection and memories again. The following list is what I'm looking for, some may not apply to you.

Pictures of us, me, or you.
Pictures of the pets I know or have known. (Especially the ones that are no long with us.)
Pictures of the kids.
Pictures of places we went together or recent events I attended.
Pictures I may have sent to you (including edited works I sent).
Pictures I may have sent to your phone.
Pictures that are funny, cute, beautiful, creative, etc that you think I might enjoy for the hell of it.

Thank you all so very much in advance for the help and support. I really want to hurt flickr.com right now...

Please send to rozlynnlost@hotmail.com or rozlynnwander@yahoo.com

Nick and I had busy holidays and an ok new year's eve. And I've been working 3 jobs lately while packing. And out of the blue on Tuesday, we moved to an apartment. It wasn't the one we thought we were moving to and it wasn't when I thought we were moving... Plus I could barely walk because my foot was swollen (for unknown reasons). But by bed time I was happy, with my fiance and my kitties in my own apartment... And it just gets better everyday. :)

Everyone should be this lucky.

So, I am no longer working at Beth's. They suck... don't work there.

So here's my schedule on a weekly basis...

Sunday through Thursday: Do stuff around the house/run errands, then go to work at MJM. Come home from work, watch a movie with my man, and go to bed.

Friday: Volunteer at Zoo; Clean friend's house

Saturday: Fuck off world.. might go to game...

And this is just until school starts for me in winter...

So, my family and I went to Disneyland. My little brother was about 3 I think. Well, all he wanted to do was swim in the pool at the hotel. He couldn't care less about Disneyland... So we were in the park and he's kicking and screaming, throwing a fit. My aunt yells out, "You're in the happiest freaking place on earth!" We got it on video... it's awesome. :)

I took Sage Vivant's Erotic Personality Quiz and discovered I'm a Romantic!

What is your Erotic Personality? Find out now..

So, I just got two new jobs. I've been working at Beth's Cafe in Seattle for the past week (this friday makes it one week) and come Tuesday I'll start at MJM, which is a tele-fundraising place for non-profit organizations. I had the training for that today and it went well. On top of that, I clean a friend's house once a week for extra cash and volunteer at Woodland Park Zoo every other Saturday... Needless to say I'm a pretty busy person.

So, if you want to hang out... tough. I have no free time other than to sleep. On days that I'm not working at Beth's I might be able to hang after MJM, but I may be too tired to want to.

Just thought I'd let every one know.